#019 - RESOLUTIONS
It's the end of 2009.
I'm pretty sure I made some resolutions at the beginning of 2009.
Probably stuff about eating more healthily, losing a bit of weight, getting in better shape.
Probably something about treating my partner better too.
So, how did I do?
Since I can't remember what I resolved, it's pretty hard to judge that, eh?
Instead, let's simply evaluate the year...
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At work, I didn't employ quite the ethos that I should have, but I did get things done that the company wanted done, so that's good.
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On the farm, I didn't finish all of the things I wanted to do, but then I never do that.
I always set my sights too high.
It discourages laziness.
But everyone else says I got a lot done.
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Financially, I sucked.
Ended up the year deeper in debt that I started.
That said, we also added a new truck and horse trailer to our assets, so at least we have something to show for it.
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In relation to my blood family, it's the same.
Which means we all love each other, but never see each other enough.
And, as we age, this becomes an issue.
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In my relationship with my partner, well, that one's kind of difficult.
I never improve as much as I want to, much like the to-do list on the farm is never complete.
But you can't really aspire to finish all the chores; you can aspire to be the best partner.
And I feel that I improved.
Made "great strides", if you will.
But not enough.
Not nearly enough for my own satisfaction.
I'm not sure about her satisfaction.
(I mean about improvement - not the other kind...)
So, what does all this mean?
It means I need to actually keep track of my resolutions next year.
That way, if I actually keep any, I'll have something definitively positive to say at the end of the year.
Really Important Thing:
2009 was a whole lot of fun.
Next year will be even better.
Happy holidays to you all...
16 December 2009
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